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[Ooooh this is bad. This is so bad, the first couple of times he was alone when it started, he could deal with it. He kept to himself so he didn't worry anyone. But he's since had that talk with Keith. He knows it's an option. And when the ears and tail manifest and he feels that urge in his gut, Shiro has to get it out. He has to deal with it.]

Keith
where are you?

Shiro

I'm at home
are u ok??

I'm fine it's just
the cycle
Could you come to my place?

[ The cycle. Holy shit... Before, Shiro had held back. They hadn't talked. But now-- Things are different now. Keith's heart is beating fast and breathless in his chest as he texts back. ]

sure thing
I'll be right there Shiro
gonna shower first really quick

[ And then he's freaking out a little, showering quickly and getting himself ready in every way he knows how. He can't be sure if Shiro wants him for the reason he thinks he does, but it doesn't hurt to be prepared. He isn't sure how the Sanguis cycle works, but if it's anything like Iris then he knows how desperate Shiro is probably feeling-- so he moves as quickly as he can, dressing in something comfortable afterward and giving his hair a quick brush before heading out. ]

Okay. Door's open when you get here.

[Okay.... okay. Everything feels hot, hotter than the last couple of times when he kept to himself. The whole time he waits, Shiro has to tell himself he's not going that far with Keith. He trusts him and needs support here. Nothing more. He won't let anything happen while either of them are under influence.... Is what he tells himself.]

[ It doesn't matter what Shiro wants or what he's planning; Keith will always be here for him, will always come when he calls. He raps anxiously at the door when he arrives, hoping that Shiro has kept it together and hasn't--his stomach wrenches at the thought--sought out someone else. ]

Shiro? It's Keith. I'm coming in, okay?

[ He opens the door and steps inside. ]

Keith--

[The only mess inside is one he made in the last few minutes, some blankets and towels moved around. He wasn't keen on changes made to him by the Galra, and he isn't that happy with this either. He's on his couch, head in his hands and wolf ears prominent folded back.

But he perks up when he hears Keith, smells him coming. He's breathing hard and looks up to see him in the door.]

I'm here.

[He knows Keith would never think badly of him, but Shiro also knows he doesn't look his best right now.]

[ On the contrary, Keith thinks Shiro looks adorable right now. He keeps his opinions to himself, though, moving into the space and gingerly taking a seat on the couch next to him. ]

Hey... How do you feel? Do you need anything?

[ His hand finds Shiro's shoulder, gentle and reassuring. ]

I'll take care of you, Shiro.

[Shit. Shit, Keith's hand feels so hot on his shoulder even through his shirt. His ears swivel with the sound of Keith's voice next to him now.]

I-- [He rubs a hand down his face trying to breathe.] Water.

[ Water. Okay. Keith reluctantly leaves Shiro's side to go and fill up a glass, adding some ice cubes for good measure. This is easy enough, right? He just needs to care for Shiro the way Shiro cared for him when he was in heat, that's all.

Yeah. ]

Here. [ He sits by Shiro again, offering the water. He can't resist petting his ears a little, though, just a quick and gentle touch, smoothing them back. ]

Thanks.

[He takes the water, but... Oh. Oh, that touch is nice. He's touch starved, has been for a while now. He sets the glass on the coffee table and before Keith pulls away, takes his hand to kiss at his palm.]

[ Keith's breath catches in his chest. Their conversation at the hot springs seemed like a fever dream, brought on by the mysterious power of this place and nothing more, but now... It's dawning on Keith that this is reality, that Shiro really does see him that way and he's allowed to let that kiss send heat all the way through his body and down to his core. ]

Shiro...

[ He has no idea what to do. He'd never thought they'd get to this point, and it's not like he has any practice. He just watches Shiro with bated breath, willfully pliant, ready to respond to anything Shiro might want. ]

[I won't do anything while under the influence. That's what he told himself. It seems like a foggy idea with how his heart is racing in his ears and the heat is welling up in him. He needs more, he needs more of Keith's scent, his taste, him.

He's breathing hard watching Keith before he moves to wrap his arm around Keith's waist and pull him close, mouth by Keith's ear.]

Don't go.

I'm not going anywhere, Shiro.

[ It's the easiest thing he's ever said. Being devoted to Shiro is as easy as breathing to Keith. He lets Shiro pull him close and wraps his arms around him in turn, trying to be a rock for him even though he's much smaller in comparison. ]

I'll always be here with you.

Edited 2019-06-23 06:54 (UTC)

[I'll always be here with you.

It's such a far cry from I won't be here when you get back. Even with the heat rising in him, his chest catches and he has to breathe once before he moves again. He's so overcome by Keith, his devotion, how supportive he's always been despite everything.

Shiro shifts again, moving Keith almost onto his lap and holds him there, mouth pressing against his neck just under his ear.]

[ Keith's internal dialogue comes to a screeching halt, turning into a garbled mess with the touch of Shiro's lips on his skin. He'd often imagined things like this in the past, sure-- but in a vague, nonspecific sort of way that might be typical for someone with no frame of reference. This contact is so real, so direct, and his entire body suddenly feels hypersensitive from where he's half-seated on Shiro's lap. ]

Shiro... [ His heart is beating a mile a minute. ] A-are you okay?

[His chest is heaving and he feels like he'll burst if he doesn't go faster. His tail is thumping behind him nonstop. He has to keep going, he can't stop. His lips move down Keith's jaw, stopping just under where the scar stops.]

More than okay. I just-- Need you.

I need you too. But...

[ When Keith had been in heat, in unbearable pain and desperate to be touched, Shiro hadn't done anything for fear of taking advantage. If Keith does something now, wouldn't that be the same thing? ]

Are you sure you're thinking clearly? I won't take advantage of you, Shiro. [ There's a part of him that still thinks this has to be a trick somehow, is far too good to be true. ]

I'm fine.

[He punctuates the statement biting Keith's neck soft but possessive. His arm around him tightens. His scent is so strong and so good, Shiro's feeling himself lost in it a bit. The best part is he doesn't smell anyone else on Keith; in his current state, he'd be liable to go start a fight with anyone who had. But right now, Keith is all his.]

[ Keith lets out a shocked gasp as Shiro's teeth sink into his skin, the bite sending shivers through his entire body and heat straight down to his groin. He-- had not been expecting that, nor could he have ever had any idea how it would affect him. He has no clue about any of this, actually. He should probably tell Shiro that, but his brain feels like putty and he seems to have forgotten how to form words. ]

Shiro. [ He tries anyway. ] I...

[His fingers are digging into Keith's side holding him there; he wishes he had his other arm. Holding him would be so much easier with both arms, and--

Keith's gasp and short words have him blinking a little. And then leaning back into the couch, putting a little space between them and leaving Shiro breathless.]

Sorry-- I. [Swallows.] The cycle, and it's.. It's been a while. For me. A long time, actually.

No, don't apologize!

[ Still a little dizzy and breathless, Keith shifts until he's fully on Shiro's lap, his hands settling comfortably on the other man's broad shoulders. He rubs them a little, his touch incredibly gentle and soothing. ]

It's okay, Shiro. [ His already pink cheeks darken even more, his lashes fluttering as he looks downward. ] I'm, um. I've never done any of this. So.

[Deep breath.

Shiro closes his eyes and just breathes, ignores his heart racing and his tail thumping and how hard he has pressed against Keith who is now on his lap,god.]

Then this shouldn't be the way we do this.

[Except he isn't making any move to get Keith off him. In fact, he's leaning in to kiss Keith's neck again.]

[ Keith unfolds, breath escaping in a sigh as Shiro's lips find his throat again. He'd had no idea his neck was so sensitive before now, and he isn't sure if it's that way for everything or if it's just because it's Shiro. Does that even matter though? It's only for Shiro now anyway. It's always been for Shiro.

So he can't help but huff out a breathless laugh at Shiro's words. ] You're kidding, right? If I have to wait for you any more I'm gonna go crazy. [ He tilts his head back a little, exposing more skin. Offering his throat in a pure show of surrender that he would offer no one else. ]

[His ears perk forward at that, watching Keith's face.]

You've been waiting? For this?

[Shiro tries to reposition himself a little bit without rubbing his hardon against Keith but... well, he can't help that he's big. But that neck is there and bare in front of him, so if Keith's been waiting... He leans in quick to suck at the skin, raking his teeth over it gently.]

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